We must appreciate what
we have for what it is and not for what we think it makes us look like. Things
outside of us can never make up for defects in what we are inside.
If we are not satisfied with who we are, then we can make an
effort to fix it¾to make ourselves a better person. If
we can be honest with ourselves and acknowledge our defects, then we can start
getting rid of them. The best way to get rid of a defect is to replace it with
a virtue.
Virtue means right
conduct. It
comes through hard effort and, of course, through asking for God’s grace. A
virtue becomes part of who we are as we develop good habitssuch as thinking before we act, consciously trying to make the best
choice in a particular situation, examining our motives/intentions and thinking
about the consequences of our actions. We can learn virtue by reading the
Bible, by listening to good advice from someone we know is wiser than we are or
by reading a good book¾and then acting on what we learn.
Thus, virtues are habits that give us the power to do what is right.
On the other hand, if we look around and focus on the defects
in the country we live in, the community we share, the institutions we want to
belong to or the people we love, if we spend our time complaining about the
things we want to change in these other people, we will end up unhappy and
probably alone. Sometimes we might not be doing it on purpose. Unconsciously,
we might feel better about ourselves if we take attention away from our
shortcomings by focusing on the shortcomings of others. But if we continually
act this way, we will always end up in conflict, scaring away and hurting those
around us.
Sometimes we think we
have fallen in love with someone, and shortly afterward the person changes
(gains weight, loses a job, gets a haircut, etc.). Suddenly, we no longer feel
as in love as before. We start harassing our partner and blame it on the
change. Without realizing it, we become cruel, and furiously we start trying to
make our partner change back into the person we had chosen. The other person
gets hurt. We might not realize why we are doing what we are doing, or even
that we are doing it, but slowly we drive our partner away. Eventually, we find
ourselves alone or in a relationship in which love is no longer present. And
all of this is because we are looking for a “perfect person” who will surely
show everyone how great we really are. We must be great, since we landed such a
great catch! Right? Wrong! What a big mistake! In the end, with this attitude,
everyone loses, everyone gets hurt.
Sometimes we want to
belong to an organization or a club or maybe even a church, but we don’t quite
fit in. Then we go to great lengths to prove to the organization that the
problem is theirs¾because, of course, we refuse to
accept that the problem is ours. It is much easier to point fingers and accuse
the outside world of how it has failed us than to look inside and face how we
have failed ourselves. We would rather find a million excuses than come face to
face with our “ugly side.”
We need to learn to come to terms with our “ugly side,” our
defects. Instead of denying we have them, we need to overcome our defects and
say goodbye to them. We need to be honest with ourselves and be able to analyze
ourselves as if we were an onlooker. Then we can look at our defects and do
something about them because we will realize our defects are only a temporary
part of our personality. They are only ours as long as we decide to keep them.
Our defects are nothing more than potential areas of improvement, and if we
look at them as opportunities to change and grow then we will not get down and
depressed about them. They do not have
any power over us, and they do not determine who we are unless we allow them to.
We also need to
understand that this holds true for others as well. We need to learn to dislike
the defect, the bad action, the ugly behaviour but not the person. We need to see
that the behaviour can change and that the bad action can serve to teach a great
lesson to the person. It is the action we do not approve of, not the person. It
is the defect we hate, not the person. If we all try to be more honest and
gentle when we talk to each other, we can contribute to great changes in each
other’s lives. We will help bring out the best in others and ourselves.
We are imperfect beings seeking for
perfection. We have lots of shortcomings, and until we accept this, we won’t be
humble, and worse of all we won’t be able to accept others with their defects.
We won’t be able to love them as they are and for who they are, without trying
to change them.
Let’s pray so that we can appreciate what we have for what it
is, not for what we think it makes us look like to others. Let us accept
ourselves for who we really are. And let us accept and love others just as they
are.
Wisdom to contemplate:
“For this very reason, make every effort to supplement your
faith with virtue, virtue with knowledge, knowledge with self-control,
self-control with endurance, endurance with devotion, devotion with mutual
affection, mutual affection with love. If these are yours and increase in
abundance, they will keep you from being idle or unfruitful in the knowledge of
our Lord Jesus Christ. Anyone who lacks them is blind and shortsighted,
forgetful of the cleansing of his past sins.” (2 Peter 1:5-9)
“God resists the proud, but gives grace to the humble.”
(James 4:6)
“For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, but the one
who humbles himself will be exalted.” (Luke 14:11)
